TW: There will be mention of suicide in this article, including the publication by the family of the suicide note left by the actress, so be aware that this article may be difficult to read.
Yoo Joo Eun passed away.
Appeared in “Big Forest” and “Joseon Survival Period”, the actress ended her life on August 29, when she was only 27 years old.
Today, her big brother announced the news on Instagram, sharing at the same time the farewell letter left by the young woman.
In his post, he wrote: “On August 29, 2022, Joo Eun left this world for a more comfortable place. For those who have time, please bid farewell to Joo Eun on her final journey. Per Joo Eun’s request, I’m sharing this.”
In the actress’s farewell letter, we can read:
“I’m sorry to leave first. I am especially sorry to mom, dad, grandma and oppa. My heart is screaming that I don’t want to live. Life without me can be empty, but please live bravely. I will continue to watch over you. Do not Cry. You will suffer.
I’m not sad at all right now. I feel calm and resolute. I think it’s because I’ve been thinking about it for a long time.
I lived such a happy life that was more than I deserved. That’s why it’s enough for me. That’s enough. So please live without blame.
I’m not dead, so everyone, have a good life. I hope that many people will be invited to my funeral, and I want to see everyone for the first time in a long time and make sure that everyone does not experience too much difficulty in life.
I wanted to be an actress so badly. Maybe it was everything to me, and it was part of me. However, I realized that life was not easy. I don’t want to do anything else. It was hopeless. Having something you want to do is a blessing, but I realized that only wanting to do one thing is a curse.
God loves me, so he won’t send me to hell. He will understand my feelings and worry about me for the future. So, everyone, don’t worry.
And to all my family, my friends, and my loves. Thank you for darling me and loving me. You were my strength and my smile. I lived unforgettable memories until the end, so I think I lived a successful life. Thank you for understanding and accepting me who was impatient and had shortcomings. I’m sorry that I can’t express it well. But you will understand how I feel, won’t you?
And to all the valuable relationships I’ve created, especially with the teachers, I’ve been so grateful, and I’ve respected you all. Thank you so much for teaching me about things in life.
Mom, Dad, I love you. Do not Cry. Please.”
If you ever need help, don’t hesitate to seek help and support. There are lots of numbers you can call if needed, but you can also turn to relatives or people you trust. Don’t forget that life is precious, that your existence matters, and above all that you are not alone.
Source: sportschosun